I’m a writer. This is what I do — I write about the difficult, dark, humiliating stuff.
You’re right — making a clean break did feel too complicated and difficult at the time.
I don’t care about people’s judgments of me. Even people who are very close to me can’t be inside my own mind. Everyone is constantly projecting their own BS onto other people. I do it too, but at least I’m aware of it.
Thanks for your comment.